at the verge of tears

April 26, 2009 at 9:07 (Gesellschaft, Wortkunst, artists, dark poetry, dark romantic, death, fotos, lyrics, melancholy, metamorphoses, music, poetry, selfreflexions, society) (, , )

Last night at a marriage party I was at the verge of tears. Many thoughts were running through my head and I was full of emotions: loneliness, desire, anger, sadness… I very much regret that I couldn’t share the happiness with the all the others. Trying to grin and bear it, the social pressure grew more and more. I felt standing outside and to be not part of it although I was invited. Sitting at the end of the line, alone, I was at the verge of tears.

In the morning I was curious about what my friends were doing in the world wide web. Surprising I discovered a great piece of poetry: http://picasaweb.google.com/chaplinary/RadhaircFileata#5328648917068139202

In spite of those dark words I felt comfort.

die Oberkrainer

die Oberkrainer

the band in front of my paintings

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broken dream

Oktober 18, 2008 at 9:38 (Gedanken, Gesellschaft, Objektkunst, look on, selfreflexions, symbolism, visions) (, , , , )

!don’t want to end up

in a broken dream!

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history (not his story)

Oktober 16, 2008 at 8:47 (Amy Winehouse, Wortkunst, artists, eros, love, lyrics, music) (, , , )

tear of laughter

tear of laughter

(photo by Silenta)

I shouldn’t play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men

All I can ever be to you,
Is a darkness that we knew

So we are history,
your shadow covers me
The sky above,
A blaze only that lovers see

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I’m grown,
And in your way, in this blue shade

My tears dry on their own

(Amy Winehouse : tears dry on their own)

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Passionszyklus 2

August 26, 2008 at 7:33 (actions, aqua, blood, eros, experiments, nature, paintings/drawings, selfreflexions) (, , )

way of blood

circles the inner pain

(Eigenblut, Aquarell)

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